Autumn

It's an old post translated fm my friend Nesa's Diary 秋天, posted here as an "experiment". Enjoy!

Autumn, is one of the seasons which I like. I can't say it's the season I like most, since sometimes I am the kinda to-and-fro person.

Right at the beginning of a new semester, which marks the arrival ceremony of Autumn. The blue sky, the cool wind, and the lonely cloud.

Autumn, could make you feel sad, even though you are born to be optimistic; your mood could still be inflicted: Your heart feels uncertain, sour, and perhaps, is getting pain too.

The imperfect sweetness, the beautiful mistake, the moment next to fragrance ... and that would be an end? Could the lovely story still makes you feel warm during the Autumn?

I like Autumn, but it's not for the charming golden mountain; it's not due to the flying butterfly. It's only because of, its sadness. Only Autumn can bring me back to my past, to search for once-lost memory.

Time has never stopped for a while, and all human learn leaving the memory behind them.
During the time you're reading others' stories, how many times have you cared about the one belonging to yours?

It's not me wanting to go back, but just because I don't really care about the present. All the grief: the one makes your tears going down, the heart-breaking ones...all are brought back by AUTUMN.

Really want to hold you tight, but feeling that you are just getting more far away from me...

xxx

原文:
秋天 是我喜歡的季節 不敢說是最喜歡的 因為自己是個三心兩意的人
9月開學之際 便是秋天的盛典 蔚藍的天
高爽的風 孤獨的雲

秋天 是讓人覺得悲傷的季節
即使天生快樂的人
也會被她那種傷感傳染
心會覺得不安 會酸 更會痛


甜蜜的殘缺 美麗的敗筆 溫馨的下刻----- 會是離別
童話故事裏的美麗情節 在秋天的溫存下會否有讓人感覺溫馨的一刻呢

喜歡秋天 並不是因為那一片金色的響往 也不是因為夢蝶飛揚
只因為......悲傷
只有秋天 能把我帶回過去 尋找記憶中的那份殘缺
生活的流沙 從沒有停止過 人們都學會遺忘

不斷欣賞別人的童話
但是屬於自己的童話 自己又看過幾多遍
並不是我想回到過去 只因為現實讓我不留戀
悲傷的童話 讓人落淚的童話 讓人心痛的童話 是秋天的童話

好想緊緊捉住你 卻感覺你離我好遠好遠...